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Aug. 3rd, 2006 @ 03:11 pm
Stole this from Rachel and i've haven't done one of these in a while so....


--Info--
Name:: Mario
Nicknames:: Mar, any racial italian slur, Assmaster
Birthplace:: Kingston NY
Current Location:: Rhinebeck NY
Hair Color:: Black, but some dumbass barber told me it was really really dark brown...fuck it..it's black ok!
Eye Color:: Brown
Height:: 5'9"
Weight:: 170
Tatoos?:: none yet
Piercings?:: none
Overused Phrase:: not quite sure what i over say
--Your--
Bedtime:: Now that work is done...WHEN I WANT TO!
Best Physical Feature:: hmmm...all of me?
Most Embarassing Moment:: When my dad used to hit on girls for me when we went on vacation cause he knew i was too much of a coward to talk to them myself
Most Missed Memory:: Saturday morning cartoons and eating fruity pebbles and playing video games
First Thought When You Wake Up:: ADRIAN!!! (my alarm is the rocky theme)
Weakness:: kryptonite....actually i'd say chocolate
Best Friends:: All my friends have great meaning to me
Goal For The Year:: do well in school, get in better shape, and get better at playing my instruments
Greatest Fears:: i fucking HATE BEES! punch them in the face? ha fuck that, light there asses on fire!!!
--This Or That--
Pepsi or Coke...: Coke when i actually wanna drink soda
McDonalds or Burger King...: McDonalds, but fastfood is death in a burger
Hot Tea or Ice Tea...: Green Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla...: Chocolate
Water or Milk...: Milk
Coffee or Hot Chocolate...: Coffee
Hugs or Kisses...: both
Cats or Dogs...: Cats
Summer or Winter...: Summer
Scary Movies or Romantic Comedies...: Scary movies
Love or Money...: Love
Green Grapes or Purple Grapes...: Purple
--Lover--
Perferred Eye Color:: i don't care, just as long as they have eyes...and that they aren't all wacky looking
Perferred Hair Color:: brunette
Short Hair or Long Hair...: LONG
Perferred Height:: shorter than me
Perferred Weight:: not too fat!
Looks or Personality...: Looks to get my attention...personality to keep it
Hot or Cute...: hot
--Favs--
Number:: 4
Food:: Steak, and pasta
Type of Music:: Anything that rocks
Candy:: yeah, i like candy
Color:: Red, and black
Animal:: yeah i like those too
Drink:: Green tea, milk...BEER!
Body Part on the Opposite Sex:: the ass!
Movie:: Cinema Paradiso
Past Time:: Being a musician
--Have You Ever--
Drank?: yes
Smoked?: yes
Been Beaten Up?: not really beaten up, but i've had a few scuffles
Bullied Someone?: no
Skinny Dipped?: yes
Played Spin The Bottle or 7 Minutes In Heaven?: yes
Toliet Papered Someones House?: no
Played Poker W/ Money?: yes
Gone Swimming In A White T-Shirt?: no
Been Tickled So Bad That You Cried?: no, not ticklish
Been Tickled So Bad That You Couldnt Talk?: no, not ticklish
Like Someone And Not Tell Them How You Felt?: yes
Went Camping?: yes
Used The Restroom On A Tree?: yes
Had A Crush On Your Brother/Sister's Friend?: no
Had A Crush On Your Friend's Brother/Sister?: no
Walked In The Rain W/out An Umbrella?: yes
Danced In The Rain?: no
Told A Joke And Nobody Thought It was Funny?: yeah, then i save myself by going "TURT"
Been On Stage?: yes
Worn Clothes Your Mom Didnt Approve Of?: no
Been To A Nude Beach?: no
Cursed In Church?: probably
Been Called A Whore/Slut For Kissing Someone?: no
Burnt Yourself?: yes
Been Dumped?: yes
Dumped Someone?: no
Been In Love?: yes
Been Hit On Someone To Old?: no
Wanted To Be A Model?: no
Wanted To Be In The Olmpics?: no
Bought Lottery Tickets?: yes
Made Out In A Car?: yes
Cried During A Movie?: yes
Wanted Something You Couldnt Have?: doesn't everyone?
Made Love On The Beach?: no
Shoplifted?: just small shit like rezorblades cause there's no reason for them to cost 20 bucks...fuck that paying that just to shave your face
Seen Someone Shoplift?: yes
Hung Up On Someone?: yes
Yelled At Your Pet?: yes
Gotten Seasick?: yes
Tried To Strip When Drunk?: no
Stalked Someone?: no
Had A Stalker?: no
Played A Prank On Someone And Scared Them?:oh hell yeah!! i do a great impression of the guy from the SAW movies
Been Embarrassed By Someone In Your Family?: yes
Felt Bad About Eating Meat?: no
Protested?: no
Been To An Island?: yes
Ate Cuz You Had Nothing Better To Do?: yes
Screamed In A Library?: no
Made Out W/ A Stranger?: no
Made Out W/ Someone Who Wasnt Single?: no
Wished A Part Of You Was Different?: yes
Talked To A Complete Stranger?: yes
Been Sunburned So Bad You Blistered?: no
Kicked A Guy In The Nuts?: no
Threw Up In School?: yes
Recieved A Love Letter That Wasnt Signed?: no
Wore Something You Hated?: yes
Wore Something To Match Someone?: no
Been To A Luau?: no
Cursed Infront Of Your Parents?: yes
Been On TV?: yes
Been Outta The Country?: no
Been Honked At While Walking Down The Sidewalk?: yes
Won A Pool Game?: yes
Went To A Party Where You Were The Only Sober One?: yes
Went To School/ Work Drunk?: no
Dieted?: no
Had An Eating Disorder?: no
Cheated On Your Other?: no
Been Cheated On?: who knows...
Been Paid To Date Someone?: no
Dated Someone That Was Paid or Dared To Date You?: no
Tanned Topless?: all the time
Been Strip Searched?: no
Been On A Plane?: yes
Been On A Cruise?: no
Been Pantsed In Public?: what is that?
Thrown Your Shoe At Someone?: no
Broke Someone's Heart?: no
Sung In The Shower?: yeah
Bought Something Way To Expensive?: yes
Done Something Stupid And Laughed At Yourself?: yes
Been Walked In On While You Were Dressing?: yeah...damnit mom!
Been Walked In On While Showering?: yeah...again, damnit mom!
Ran Out Of A Movie Theater Cuz You Got Scared?: no
Been Kicked Out Of A Mall/ Store?: no
Been Kicked Out Of A GoCart Place Cuz You Wrecked The Go Cart?: no
Been In Detention?: yes
Feel Off A Roof?: no
Pretended You Were Scared So You Could Cuddle W/ Someone?: no
Been In A Wreck?: no
Wrecked So You Wouldnt Hit An Animal?: no
Made Yourself Puck So You Wouldnt Have To Go To School?: no
Threatened Someone W/ A Water Gun?: yes
Been Shot?: no
Had A Water Gun War?: yeah
Been Arrested?: no
--Randoms--
Regret Something You Did In The Past?: when i lose my cool i usually feel bad for how i acted
Country You Wanna Visit:: Italy
Way You Wanna Die:: peacefully
Like Thunderstorms?: yes
Get Along W/ Your Parents?: yes
R U A Health Freak?: no, but i'd consider myself health aware
U Think Ur Attractive?: yeah
Do You Believe In Yourself?: yeah
Wanna Get Married?: hell yeah
Wanna Go To College?: i'm doing it
Shower Daily?: yes
Want Kids?: yes
When Do U Wanna Lose Your Virginity?: hmm...palm sunday sounds good...oh wait, did that
Do U Hate Anyone?: yes
Can You Unwrap A Starburst W/ Your Tongue?: haven't tried
Do You Think You Can Sing?: yes
Can You Open You Eyes Underwater?: no
Eat Whatever And Not Worry?: pretty much, but in variation
Can You Whistle?: yes
Can You Walk In High Heels?: no, and i'm not trying anytime soon
Do You Sleep W/ The Light On?: no
Do You Like Super Spicy Foods?: not super spicy but spicy
Can You Multitask?: yes
Touch Your Nose W/ Your Tongue?: no
Can You Fit In Your Locker?: what locker?
Do You Spit?: sometimes
Can You Taste The Difference Between Pepsi And Coke?: yes
If You Could Wish 4 Anything...What Would You Wish?: to be superman cause he's badass
What Kind Of Perfume Or Colone Do You Wear?: don't usually wear any
What Kind Of Soap Do You Use?: old spice body wash
What's Your Favorite Scent?: walking into my grandmother's house and she's making sauce!
Would You Choose To Live Forever If You Could?: no
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: None

Jun. 18th, 2006 @ 11:29 pm
I had an inspiring weekend, so this is what I got.


At times, words do not come easy
Long rides, a meaningful song, can show the way
Lost in a sea of restless slumber

It comes down to this…you are a ship in a bottle

What will it take to crack the glass?
A blunt object, a poem, maybe a smile?
Nevertheless, a ticket to sail has its price
This is a confession, a thought, a feeling

It comes down to this…you are a ship in a bottle
Solely there for one to admire…never to touch

Years will go by, as they always do
One day, your glass might break
Upon the liberated ship, a new captain awaits
Current Location: bed
Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: Journey

Feb. 15th, 2006 @ 11:26 pm
The End :)
Current Mood: contentcontent

Feb. 5th, 2006 @ 01:53 am
Why?
Current Mood: stressedstressed

a little update Nov. 7th, 2005 @ 12:46 am
I'm just sitting here watching Matrix reloaded, so i'll write alittle bit...

This was probably the fastest weekend i've had in a while. Friday was like a blur...work, class, work, Angie's fashion show was the highlight of the day. It's amazing how talented she is with what she does, and i'm really proud to be in the same family as her. Her sisters (my other two cousins) modeled some of her designs as well. I never would have thought 5 years ago i'd be going to fashion shows, but i learned to appreciate it and admire it.

After that it was the Star Wars ep. III viewing in my room. Now for those of you that don't know what it's like to watch movies in my room, it's like being at the theater. My roomie and i have a half stack with the tv on top of it, my 5.1 surround on my computer all hooked to the dvd player...nuff said.
Finished that, went to Meg's appartment with Matt and chilled with her, Angie, and Angela (yes there's two of them) and nothing eventful happened, we talked, laughed, went to bed.

Saturday, I got up, ate, fixed Angie's computer, went grocery shopping cause she wanted to cook dinner and have a good meal. I cooked pork tender loins, Angie made pasta, Angela made garlic bread and salad...it was a good meal i must say. After that we played battle of the sexes for hours, and the guys won (of course) and that was that...back to my room, played some smash bros (because it's so therapeutic) and went to bed.

Today, went to fine arts and rehearsed the R&B band for the show monday. I don't know what it is with some of these singers, but they don't show up to practice, and they think i'm gonna let them sing tomorrow? fuck that! I didn't feel we needed a weekend rehearsal, but that's just me being me...i was at class, on time, and i worked hard to learn the songs on piano that they wanted to sing, and i did my part. They didn't meet me half way and just show up...how hard is it to show up to a class where you sing? i mean is there an easier way to get an A? I don't sing, i play the piano for the singers, and if i didn't show up, there wouldn't be a rehearsal cause there would be no music...
...wow i was on a rant there...anyway, I rehearsed the ones who cared enough to show up and work, and then went in the grand piano practice room and played for a good hour and 20min. It felt like i just got a full nights sleep after i got out. Music really is the best medicine out there.
Went to pizza hut for dinner...funny thing happened there, but if you want to know you'll have to ask cause it's too good a story to write all out.
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: The wind blowing outside
Other entries
» Magic music
You ever wondered what happens when you listen to music for a really long time?
Well, I did that tonight. It's amazing what you'll hear and piece together as the songs change from one to another. I think I learned how to cure writers block tonight, because I haven't been able to write something that I thought was me for awhile. I don't know if it's the parts of songs that stuck out to me, or what i was feeling to begin with and it took the magic of music to bring it out.

But after bombarding my soul with music and lyrics, this kinda just poured out of me:

Feel it...in the air
The coldness tonight, as the clouds turn grey
I'll leave without a trace...

I won't last the night
The guidance of the gods grows weak
As I leave without a trace...

Walk alone, the air is the ground
Leaving no footprints in the clouds
They disappear...without a trace

Some look for pieces
They'll look for me, for them, for they
Will I return? One day...one day

Till then, I leave you....without a trace
» (No Subject)
Update!

So i'm just here at work at the helpdesk listening to kyle play the banjo and matt clean the porn and stuff off his family computer...cough cough...

Life has been non-eventful for awhile, just college and life. 19 credits and 10 hours of work a week on top of it all 3 performance bands is a lot on my plate. I was talking to some friends and i was telling them about the patterns i'm starting to notice about myself. I'll admit, when I came back to college, I was looking for a girl. And whenever i'm looking, i can't find one that i want. And once i say ya know, fuck it, i don't need this now. I start just waking up for me and music. Those being the 2 biggest things that keep me going. Once i get females and relationships out of my head, the opportunity to start practically throws itself at my feet. WTF!!!! where were you when i was lookin!? And i start getting this shit like, "I don't know why you don't have a g/f you could get anyone you want." Fuck that cause it's just fucked up saying. It's so far from the truth.

Other than the patterns of life, it's a shame that those of us who used to be close can't co-exist anymore. I wish things could just get patched up, but i don't think it ever will. Life isn't consistent, and the people you meet won't always be the same people with the same mind and morals. People make selfish decisions that may hurt people. Problem is they selfishly and blindly do these things and not think about the consequences of their actions. But at least have the decency to admit to your mistakes.
This isn't a message to anyone, this is just my feelings, i'll say what i have to those who need to hear it.

I'll admit, in a different situation, i'm guilty of making poor decisions. i don't get to spend time with one of my best friends like i used to anymore, and it's a major hole right now. I took too many disappointments personal, and reacted selfishly. It's difficult when i go to college and he is still home going to college. I just sucks that we can't go back to the way things were; no worries and playing music all the time.
» quick update
Yeah so it came to my attention that i don't update this thing enough, so here's what's been up...

I'm back at college already. Just finished training for the computer helpdesk (i'm becoming a computer geek) the training was actually really good...it's not like the usual training that when you get down with it you still don't know what the hell is going on...i actually learned a lot from it, and met some cool people along the way...i think the saying third times a charm is true so far...my third year living in the same room in college has finally paid off...i have the HOTTEST RA on campus, thank you god...

Summer seemed to fly by, i worked for Central Hudson checking the power polls for stray voltage and overall conditions for $12 an hour plus $5 an hour for car expenses...it was a pretty kick ass summer job and i only worked 4 days a week 10 hours a day...my sisters had the most amazing babysitter a kid could ask for. she is something special...i hope her b/f knows what he's got cause she's a diamond in the rough...anyone of my friends that met her would say the same...

I started teaching myself guitar this summer...i played for about an hour a day...i think it paid off...i think in another year i'll be a decent player...

..but here's to a new school year, and here's to the new adventures and people i'll meet this year...


i'll try to update more often
» (No Subject)
This past weekend, someone who was and is still very dear to me lost her father to lung cancer...he was only 51...i write this so those who might complain that their parents suck or whatever the case is, just take a moment and be thankful that you didn't have to go through what my ex-g/f went through...i looked at my father after finding out, and i broke down crying, cause as much as we don't see eye-to-eye, i love him to death and i take for granted that he'll be here when i get up everyday...so take this time to tell your parents, your loved ones how much you love and care about them...you won't know how much they mean to you until they're not there anymore...

...and for you Rachel, you know i'd do anything for you...and your family...whatever happened in our past was the past...with that said, i'll be there...tomorrow, the day after, whenever...
» change
a change of scenery will do me good...it is much needed...
if you need me...i'll be someplace else...




I'll be just another stranger
Who know's your name
And you'll be just a little baby
Who's hard to blame
Static remains,
Stations too proud to be changed
~Joey Eppard
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