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Aug. 3rd, 2006 @ 03:11 pm
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Stole this from Rachel and i've haven't done one of these in a while so....
--Info--
Name:: Mario
Nicknames:: Mar, any racial italian slur, Assmaster
Birthplace:: Kingston NY
Current Location:: Rhinebeck NY
Hair Color:: Black, but some dumbass barber told me it was really really dark brown...fuck it..it's black ok!
Eye Color:: Brown
Height:: 5'9"
Weight:: 170
Tatoos?:: none yet
Piercings?:: none
Overused Phrase:: not quite sure what i over say
--Your--
Bedtime:: Now that work is done...WHEN I WANT TO!
Best Physical Feature:: hmmm...all of me?
Most Embarassing Moment:: When my dad used to hit on girls for me when we went on vacation cause he knew i was too much of a coward to talk to them myself
Most Missed Memory:: Saturday morning cartoons and eating fruity pebbles and playing video games
First Thought When You Wake Up:: ADRIAN!!! (my alarm is the rocky theme)
Weakness:: kryptonite....actually i'd say chocolate
Best Friends:: All my friends have great meaning to me
Goal For The Year:: do well in school, get in better shape, and get better at playing my instruments
Greatest Fears:: i fucking HATE BEES! punch them in the face? ha fuck that, light there asses on fire!!!
--This Or That--
Pepsi or Coke...: Coke when i actually wanna drink soda
McDonalds or Burger King...: McDonalds, but fastfood is death in a burger
Hot Tea or Ice Tea...: Green Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla...: Chocolate
Water or Milk...: Milk
Coffee or Hot Chocolate...: Coffee
Hugs or Kisses...: both
Cats or Dogs...: Cats
Summer or Winter...: Summer
Scary Movies or Romantic Comedies...: Scary movies
Love or Money...: Love
Green Grapes or Purple Grapes...: Purple
--Lover--
Perferred Eye Color:: i don't care, just as long as they have eyes...and that they aren't all wacky looking
Perferred Hair Color:: brunette
Short Hair or Long Hair...: LONG
Perferred Height:: shorter than me
Perferred Weight:: not too fat!
Looks or Personality...: Looks to get my attention...personality to keep it
Hot or Cute...: hot
--Favs--
Number:: 4
Food:: Steak, and pasta
Type of Music:: Anything that rocks
Candy:: yeah, i like candy
Color:: Red, and black
Animal:: yeah i like those too
Drink:: Green tea, milk...BEER!
Body Part on the Opposite Sex:: the ass!
Movie:: Cinema Paradiso
Past Time:: Being a musician
--Have You Ever--
Drank?: yes
Smoked?: yes
Been Beaten Up?: not really beaten up, but i've had a few scuffles
Bullied Someone?: no
Skinny Dipped?: yes
Played Spin The Bottle or 7 Minutes In Heaven?: yes
Toliet Papered Someones House?: no
Played Poker W/ Money?: yes
Gone Swimming In A White T-Shirt?: no
Been Tickled So Bad That You Cried?: no, not ticklish
Been Tickled So Bad That You Couldnt Talk?: no, not ticklish
Like Someone And Not Tell Them How You Felt?: yes
Went Camping?: yes
Used The Restroom On A Tree?: yes
Had A Crush On Your Brother/Sister's Friend?: no
Had A Crush On Your Friend's Brother/Sister?: no
Walked In The Rain W/out An Umbrella?: yes
Danced In The Rain?: no
Told A Joke And Nobody Thought It was Funny?: yeah, then i save myself by going "TURT"
Been On Stage?: yes
Worn Clothes Your Mom Didnt Approve Of?: no
Been To A Nude Beach?: no
Cursed In Church?: probably
Been Called A Whore/Slut For Kissing Someone?: no
Burnt Yourself?: yes
Been Dumped?: yes
Dumped Someone?: no
Been In Love?: yes
Been Hit On Someone To Old?: no
Wanted To Be A Model?: no
Wanted To Be In The Olmpics?: no
Bought Lottery Tickets?: yes
Made Out In A Car?: yes
Cried During A Movie?: yes
Wanted Something You Couldnt Have?: doesn't everyone?
Made Love On The Beach?: no
Shoplifted?: just small shit like rezorblades cause there's no reason for them to cost 20 bucks...fuck that paying that just to shave your face
Seen Someone Shoplift?: yes
Hung Up On Someone?: yes
Yelled At Your Pet?: yes
Gotten Seasick?: yes
Tried To Strip When Drunk?: no
Stalked Someone?: no
Had A Stalker?: no
Played A Prank On Someone And Scared Them?:oh hell yeah!! i do a great impression of the guy from the SAW movies
Been Embarrassed By Someone In Your Family?: yes
Felt Bad About Eating Meat?: no
Protested?: no
Been To An Island?: yes
Ate Cuz You Had Nothing Better To Do?: yes
Screamed In A Library?: no
Made Out W/ A Stranger?: no
Made Out W/ Someone Who Wasnt Single?: no
Wished A Part Of You Was Different?: yes
Talked To A Complete Stranger?: yes
Been Sunburned So Bad You Blistered?: no
Kicked A Guy In The Nuts?: no
Threw Up In School?: yes
Recieved A Love Letter That Wasnt Signed?: no
Wore Something You Hated?: yes
Wore Something To Match Someone?: no
Been To A Luau?: no
Cursed Infront Of Your Parents?: yes
Been On TV?: yes
Been Outta The Country?: no
Been Honked At While Walking Down The Sidewalk?: yes
Won A Pool Game?: yes
Went To A Party Where You Were The Only Sober One?: yes
Went To School/ Work Drunk?: no
Dieted?: no
Had An Eating Disorder?: no
Cheated On Your Other?: no
Been Cheated On?: who knows...
Been Paid To Date Someone?: no
Dated Someone That Was Paid or Dared To Date You?: no
Tanned Topless?: all the time
Been Strip Searched?: no
Been On A Plane?: yes
Been On A Cruise?: no
Been Pantsed In Public?: what is that?
Thrown Your Shoe At Someone?: no
Broke Someone's Heart?: no
Sung In The Shower?: yeah
Bought Something Way To Expensive?: yes
Done Something Stupid And Laughed At Yourself?: yes
Been Walked In On While You Were Dressing?: yeah...damnit mom!
Been Walked In On While Showering?: yeah...again, damnit mom!
Ran Out Of A Movie Theater Cuz You Got Scared?: no
Been Kicked Out Of A Mall/ Store?: no
Been Kicked Out Of A GoCart Place Cuz You Wrecked The Go Cart?: no
Been In Detention?: yes
Feel Off A Roof?: no
Pretended You Were Scared So You Could Cuddle W/ Someone?: no
Been In A Wreck?: no
Wrecked So You Wouldnt Hit An Animal?: no
Made Yourself Puck So You Wouldnt Have To Go To School?: no
Threatened Someone W/ A Water Gun?: yes
Been Shot?: no
Had A Water Gun War?: yeah
Been Arrested?: no
--Randoms--
Regret Something You Did In The Past?: when i lose my cool i usually feel bad for how i acted
Country You Wanna Visit:: Italy
Way You Wanna Die:: peacefully
Like Thunderstorms?: yes
Get Along W/ Your Parents?: yes
R U A Health Freak?: no, but i'd consider myself health aware
U Think Ur Attractive?: yeah
Do You Believe In Yourself?: yeah
Wanna Get Married?: hell yeah
Wanna Go To College?: i'm doing it
Shower Daily?: yes
Want Kids?: yes
When Do U Wanna Lose Your Virginity?: hmm...palm sunday sounds good...oh wait, did that
Do U Hate Anyone?: yes
Can You Unwrap A Starburst W/ Your Tongue?: haven't tried
Do You Think You Can Sing?: yes
Can You Open You Eyes Underwater?: no
Eat Whatever And Not Worry?: pretty much, but in variation
Can You Whistle?: yes
Can You Walk In High Heels?: no, and i'm not trying anytime soon
Do You Sleep W/ The Light On?: no
Do You Like Super Spicy Foods?: not super spicy but spicy
Can You Multitask?: yes
Touch Your Nose W/ Your Tongue?: no
Can You Fit In Your Locker?: what locker?
Do You Spit?: sometimes
Can You Taste The Difference Between Pepsi And Coke?: yes
If You Could Wish 4 Anything...What Would You Wish?: to be superman cause he's badass
What Kind Of Perfume Or Colone Do You Wear?: don't usually wear any
What Kind Of Soap Do You Use?: old spice body wash
What's Your Favorite Scent?: walking into my grandmother's house and she's making sauce!
Would You Choose To Live Forever If You Could?: noCurrent Mood: accomplished Current Music: None |
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Jun. 18th, 2006 @ 11:29 pm
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I had an inspiring weekend, so this is what I got.
At times, words do not come easy
Long rides, a meaningful song, can show the way
Lost in a sea of restless slumber
It comes down to this…you are a ship in a bottle
What will it take to crack the glass?
A blunt object, a poem, maybe a smile?
Nevertheless, a ticket to sail has its price
This is a confession, a thought, a feeling
It comes down to this…you are a ship in a bottle
Solely there for one to admire…never to touch
Years will go by, as they always do
One day, your glass might break
Upon the liberated ship, a new captain awaitsCurrent Mood: artistic Current Music: Journey |
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Feb. 15th, 2006 @ 11:26 pm
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The End :)Current Mood:  content |
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Feb. 5th, 2006 @ 01:53 am
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I'm just sitting here watching Matrix reloaded, so i'll write alittle bit...
This was probably the fastest weekend i've had in a while. Friday was like a blur...work, class, work, Angie's fashion show was the highlight of the day. It's amazing how talented she is with what she does, and i'm really proud to be in the same family as her. Her sisters (my other two cousins) modeled some of her designs as well. I never would have thought 5 years ago i'd be going to fashion shows, but i learned to appreciate it and admire it.
After that it was the Star Wars ep. III viewing in my room. Now for those of you that don't know what it's like to watch movies in my room, it's like being at the theater. My roomie and i have a half stack with the tv on top of it, my 5.1 surround on my computer all hooked to the dvd player...nuff said.
Finished that, went to Meg's appartment with Matt and chilled with her, Angie, and Angela (yes there's two of them) and nothing eventful happened, we talked, laughed, went to bed.
Saturday, I got up, ate, fixed Angie's computer, went grocery shopping cause she wanted to cook dinner and have a good meal. I cooked pork tender loins, Angie made pasta, Angela made garlic bread and salad...it was a good meal i must say. After that we played battle of the sexes for hours, and the guys won (of course) and that was that...back to my room, played some smash bros (because it's so therapeutic) and went to bed.
Today, went to fine arts and rehearsed the R&B band for the show monday. I don't know what it is with some of these singers, but they don't show up to practice, and they think i'm gonna let them sing tomorrow? fuck that! I didn't feel we needed a weekend rehearsal, but that's just me being me...i was at class, on time, and i worked hard to learn the songs on piano that they wanted to sing, and i did my part. They didn't meet me half way and just show up...how hard is it to show up to a class where you sing? i mean is there an easier way to get an A? I don't sing, i play the piano for the singers, and if i didn't show up, there wouldn't be a rehearsal cause there would be no music...
...wow i was on a rant there...anyway, I rehearsed the ones who cared enough to show up and work, and then went in the grand piano practice room and played for a good hour and 20min. It felt like i just got a full nights sleep after i got out. Music really is the best medicine out there.
Went to pizza hut for dinner...funny thing happened there, but if you want to know you'll have to ask cause it's too good a story to write all out.Current Mood: calm Current Music: The wind blowing outside |
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You ever wondered what happens when you listen to music for a really long time?
Well, I did that tonight. It's amazing what you'll hear and piece together as the songs change from one to another. I think I learned how to cure writers block tonight, because I haven't been able to write something that I thought was me for awhile. I don't know if it's the parts of songs that stuck out to me, or what i was feeling to begin with and it took the magic of music to bring it out.
But after bombarding my soul with music and lyrics, this kinda just poured out of me:
Feel it...in the air
The coldness tonight, as the clouds turn grey
I'll leave without a trace...
I won't last the night
The guidance of the gods grows weak
As I leave without a trace...
Walk alone, the air is the ground
Leaving no footprints in the clouds
They disappear...without a trace
Some look for pieces
They'll look for me, for them, for they
Will I return? One day...one day
Till then, I leave you....without a trace
Oct. 26th, 2005 @ 01:46 am
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Update!
So i'm just here at work at the helpdesk listening to kyle play the banjo and matt clean the porn and stuff off his family computer...cough cough...
Life has been non-eventful for awhile, just college and life. 19 credits and 10 hours of work a week on top of it all 3 performance bands is a lot on my plate. I was talking to some friends and i was telling them about the patterns i'm starting to notice about myself. I'll admit, when I came back to college, I was looking for a girl. And whenever i'm looking, i can't find one that i want. And once i say ya know, fuck it, i don't need this now. I start just waking up for me and music. Those being the 2 biggest things that keep me going. Once i get females and relationships out of my head, the opportunity to start practically throws itself at my feet. WTF!!!! where were you when i was lookin!? And i start getting this shit like, "I don't know why you don't have a g/f you could get anyone you want." Fuck that cause it's just fucked up saying. It's so far from the truth.
Other than the patterns of life, it's a shame that those of us who used to be close can't co-exist anymore. I wish things could just get patched up, but i don't think it ever will. Life isn't consistent, and the people you meet won't always be the same people with the same mind and morals. People make selfish decisions that may hurt people. Problem is they selfishly and blindly do these things and not think about the consequences of their actions. But at least have the decency to admit to your mistakes.
This isn't a message to anyone, this is just my feelings, i'll say what i have to those who need to hear it.
I'll admit, in a different situation, i'm guilty of making poor decisions. i don't get to spend time with one of my best friends like i used to anymore, and it's a major hole right now. I took too many disappointments personal, and reacted selfishly. It's difficult when i go to college and he is still home going to college. I just sucks that we can't go back to the way things were; no worries and playing music all the time.
Sep. 23rd, 2005 @ 05:45 pm
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Yeah so it came to my attention that i don't update this thing enough, so here's what's been up...
I'm back at college already. Just finished training for the computer helpdesk (i'm becoming a computer geek) the training was actually really good...it's not like the usual training that when you get down with it you still don't know what the hell is going on...i actually learned a lot from it, and met some cool people along the way...i think the saying third times a charm is true so far...my third year living in the same room in college has finally paid off...i have the HOTTEST RA on campus, thank you god...
Summer seemed to fly by, i worked for Central Hudson checking the power polls for stray voltage and overall conditions for $12 an hour plus $5 an hour for car expenses...it was a pretty kick ass summer job and i only worked 4 days a week 10 hours a day...my sisters had the most amazing babysitter a kid could ask for. she is something special...i hope her b/f knows what he's got cause she's a diamond in the rough...anyone of my friends that met her would say the same...
I started teaching myself guitar this summer...i played for about an hour a day...i think it paid off...i think in another year i'll be a decent player...
..but here's to a new school year, and here's to the new adventures and people i'll meet this year...
i'll try to update more often
Aug. 18th, 2005 @ 10:51 pm
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This past weekend, someone who was and is still very dear to me lost her father to lung cancer...he was only 51...i write this so those who might complain that their parents suck or whatever the case is, just take a moment and be thankful that you didn't have to go through what my ex-g/f went through...i looked at my father after finding out, and i broke down crying, cause as much as we don't see eye-to-eye, i love him to death and i take for granted that he'll be here when i get up everyday...so take this time to tell your parents, your loved ones how much you love and care about them...you won't know how much they mean to you until they're not there anymore...
...and for you Rachel, you know i'd do anything for you...and your family...whatever happened in our past was the past...with that said, i'll be there...tomorrow, the day after, whenever...
Aug. 9th, 2005 @ 12:59 am
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a change of scenery will do me good...it is much needed...
if you need me...i'll be someplace else...
I'll be just another stranger
Who know's your name
And you'll be just a little baby
Who's hard to blame
Static remains,
Stations too proud to be changed
~Joey Eppard
Jun. 27th, 2005 @ 11:26 pm
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it was a good fathers day this year, it was nice to spend an afternoon with dad without small shit getting in the way and he was just able to enjoy having his family around...i can't imagine what that must feel like...but i yearn for the day that i have that feeling, having a companion, and children, and being loved by them and loving them in return...but for now i'm thankful for what i have...a father who's healthy and well. And i pray for those who's father's aren't with us anymore, or those who are ill and this father's day might be their last father's day...i pray for them, and i pray that i may have another good year with my dad.
Jun. 19th, 2005 @ 11:00 pm
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you know what the difference between your heart and your mind is?
Your heart doesn't think...it just knows...no thought process is ever needed...
...your mind doesn't work like that
Jun. 8th, 2005 @ 10:01 pm
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This is for Eric cause he wanted some poetry, so here's some poetry for ya Eric...
Now we see the crossroads
The Traffic light says go
But, the heart says stop
Now we see each other
The look in your eyes say go
But, the heart says stop
We are those crossroads
Our eyes are the traffic lights saying go
The heart is the vehicle without fuel
Fill the tank with passion
Time to finish the journey
One step at a time
Once we're at the other side
There will still be a crossroad
But now, now it is a road crossed
May. 4th, 2005 @ 02:04 pm
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"Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honesty is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you"
No this is not about girl problems so just get that out of the way. It's about people making bad choices and the consequences that follow. It's bad enough that people fuck up, but shit, clear your fucking name and just fix things the right way. i refuse to get involved in whatever mess there is now. i'm putting away the mop and bucket, it's time to mop up your own shit. Both parties of this mess need to clean their shit up.
That's one thing out of the way.
"The road to hell is paved with good intentions."
We hear this cliche all the time, but god dammit it's the truth! Somethings don't need to be worked out. Leave and let die for Gods sake! too much talking just harvests drama. so stop talking and leave things be. there are bigger things to worry about then all this petty shit that is constantly going around. I refuse to let anymore of this shit enter into my everyday like it has been, i will put a stop to it, and some aren't going to like me for awhile, but my road will be clean. And there will be peace.
Mar. 2nd, 2005 @ 11:30 pm
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This is just a cool inspiring story i wrote...no it doesn't necessarily reflect how i am right now...it just came to me...so here it is
Walking alone one night
Without a destination
You look around…your own street becomes unfamiliar
The moon is your only light
You hear a soft whisper
“Who are you?”
You turn to the voice
No longer is the moon shining on you
You see a small child; it’s yourself, innocently looking up at you
It repeats, “Who are you?”
You turn and continue walking, quickening your pace
Your heart, now beating faster and faster with each step
The light, now behind you, engulfing your child-like self
You stop to catch your breath; the light appears next to you
You look back, nothing is there
Out of the corner of your eye
You see the light again, and you hear “What are you?”
Staring back at you, is yourself, as you are now
Your fear and confusion grow more
Is this a dream? Or the powers of the evil one
You quickly turn from yourself, and run
You make it to what is the end of your driveway
As you make your way through the darkness
You see an unusual silhouette standing in front of you
The light now again on you
The silhouette falls to the ground
You run to see who, or what it is
An old, sad face looks back at you
With a stare so powerful, it appears to take every ounce of strength to look
The old one struggles out the words “Why…are….you?”
The aged figure lies before you
It is you…you just watched your own death
Without words or thoughts you cry
“Who am I?”
“What am I?”
“Why am I?”
Why were these unanswerable questions asked?
You don’t know the answers
Deep down, you know that you need to know
You realize you need to find out who you are
Your young self needs to have something to become
That’s why it appeared to you
You know you need to do something with your life
That way you, yourself now, has something to offer to the world
You, appearing to yourself explains that
The one you can’t answer, is why
Because there is never a definite answer to why
You’ll find out why when you die
You walk to your door
You go inside, with a new realization
Knowing, that you just had the most valuable epiphany anyone can have
Feb. 2nd, 2005 @ 11:46 pm
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Well i'll keep it simple...my new years resolution is to be happy...and i've thought about what will make me happy, and i know what i will have to do...and it won't be as easy as i want it to be...those who need to know what i'll be doing will find out...those that want to know...ask away...here's to being happy...happy new year everyone...
Dec. 29th, 2004 @ 12:33 am
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Holy shit, they're making Phantom of the Opera into a movie...it comes out christmas day...can't tell you how psyched i am...
Dec. 7th, 2004 @ 12:16 am
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I'm back...I got that damn paper done and took it easy the week before break...Break was great, friday mom made chris and i lobster and steak and pasta...and it was damn good...
saturday my mother woke me up telling me i had a massage appointment at 11am...well that was enough to get me out of bed...i went and that was gooood too...I took my sisters to see "The Incredibles"...that was fun...
Sunday i went to my fathers and had a poker night with chris, nick, and steph...nick and my brother cooked hot dogs and kara came over later and she was the last to lose to nick in poker...
my car was dead sunday, monday, and tuesday night i got it back...only to get a speeding ticket for NOT speeding...it was 2 in the morning and i think he pulled me over just to pull me over cause it was really late...oh well...
wednesday i had lunch with dave at applebees and then went to kara's house for awhile...then i kidnapped her to my house for awhile...then we went to chris's house to record with nick...i tell you what nick is really coming along with his music...i hope i can work with him sometime alone...
thanksgiving was relaxing, no fighting or stupidity and not to mention the food was outstanding...and i listened to alice's restaurant on the radio...i love that song...that night mom and i just rented movies on the digital cable till we fell asleep...
friday was stay at home and stay away from stores day...i'm sorry, the people that shop on black friday are nuts...it's amazing to me what the word "sale" does to people...So i just stayed at home and raked leaves...that night i had dave, eric, and kara come over to watch Cinema Paradiso...god i love that movie...
Saturday was sleep in late day...so i got up and went to dad's house...btw, my brother got a cell phone...WTF?...picked my brother up and went over to kara's house to chill for awhile...got into a fight with artie on the phone but that's another story...went home then went to dinner with the family and watched the terminal
Sunday was quick...church, dinner, drive, school...and here i am...
...ciao
Nov. 29th, 2004 @ 11:53 pm
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Well it's been awhile, but here's what's been up. Matt and I went to Binghamton last week to go see Incubus and that was fucking AMAZING!!! I was proud of myself for staying in the mosh pit the whole time cause i usually don't roll like that...Matt's friend Candice was really cool too...she reminds me of female Jupie...so Jupie if you read this you gotta me this girl...I dressed up like "C" from A Bronx Tale for Haloween...Chris came up again and we went to a party and kicked ass in beer pong...it's getting so busy around here...i have so many papers to write and so little time to do them...but i guess that's the life of a history major...but i still have the 30th to look forward to...Coheed and Cambria, Lost Prophets, and The Early November at the Mid-Hudson civic center...this weekend Joe, Eric, and Kara came up to visit...It was so much fun and yet relaxing...we just chilled and watched movies for the most part and went to a party last night...I'll update again after my first paper is done...ciao
Nov. 7th, 2004 @ 04:50 pm
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People who know me and know me well, know that the one thing i hold more precious to me than anything else is my family...and when i see someone in my family getting mistreated, i go nuts...that's what's happening here almost every weekend here...my cousin lives across the hall from me with megan...and every weekend her "fiance" comes to visit...i've never seen a more dysfunctional person or relationship...he is the most manipulative piece of shit...and i'm on my last string with him...and i'm just speaking for myself but i know there are more people who agree with and stand with me...the good news is i had a good talk with her and i think it got her thinking, at least i hope it did...cause i don't know how i'm supposed to say seated at the wedding when the minister says "If anyway objects to these two being wed, speak now or forever hold your peace yada yada yada"...I won't be able to stay seated...i expressed my views and what the real story behind him is...and how he's just a big manipulator...i hope and pray that it all works out...and i'm not saying i don't want them to get married, but they need a lot of counseling before anything like that happens...that's all for now...i have so much shit to do...it's crazy...ciao
Oct. 25th, 2004 @ 08:53 pm
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